A couple of changes

Hey, you may have noticed that my name has changed on here. Well, I'm transgender and I want to start changing my identity on the internet to become more comfortable with going under a different name. I haven't come out yet and to prevent any accidental coming out I also changed the email I use on here. I have a goal to come out before high school so I can start transitioning during high school, I'll probably come out this summer hopefully to my friends first and then my dad. I don't know how to tell my mom about it though, I have no clue what her views on the LGBT community is so, coming out to her would be a bit risky. Anyways, this blog will only occasionally be me documenting my transition since I'm not too hot on the idea in the first place other than that it will mainly be what it was intended to be, a regular blog about whatever comes to mind(probably a lot of dick jokes). This will most likely be the only post on here until Summer Vacation swings around since this was only created as a way to kill time during the summer in the first place.

Hurricanes... I also hate them

They ruined Halloween and my birthday :( I had to spend my Halloween and birthday in a hotel with a 2 year old that won't stop touching my stuff and an aggravating uncle that keeps on trying to see what I'm doing on my laptop. Not that I am doing anything shady. But, I have it's a bit of a pet peeve of mine when people are constantly trying to look over my shoulder. Another pet peeve is the phrase pet peeve, at the moment I just can't think of another term. I am finally 13. Which means I can change the birth years on all my accounts to my real one...yay! Other than that, I hope that those whose Halloween wasn't ruined by a storm, had a nice one. Actually now that I think about it I remember Bloomberg saying that the Halloween parade will be rescheduled next week so, maybe I won't miss out after all.

Upset over a gift less and joyless birthday,
Jack

Well then...

I was using the bathroom. The door opened and closed (front door that is not the bathroom door). Thinking that it was my dad I yelled out that I was in the bathroom. I went outside after words, and no one was there. The door didn't open again while I was in the bathroom earlier, which would signify that someone came and left. Whoever came in is still here. The apartment is empty as far I know. Disappointingly this isn't a joke.



Well then...



Wish me luck,
Jack

Hey, I'm back

I'm am finally back from a surprisingly terrible time at camp. I really hate how obnoxious and arrogant the other people there were. It was almost hard to believe. The majority of other people there were a lot less intelligent than I would expect of their age. I'm really hoping they were just putting on an act, or else I think I've lost faith in my generation. I did meet back up with a girl who's way of thinking was so much like me, it was like talking to myself. I love her so much. she is literally the only reason I don't argue to much when my Dad says I'm going to the camp again next summer. Even if I do want to draw the days of summer away instead of going there, talking with her makes up for it. Her house is close by but I can't see her, sadly, during the school year because she goes to a boarding school. Which sucks for me, but then again there's not a lot I can do about it.

Sorry about that

I had intended to write a few posts last week but things came up. And they are still coming up so I probably won't be posting for about a month. And people are actually reading what I wrote I'm happy about that. Actually, now that I think about it, the views might just be my parents snooping around. It's not like they're going to find anything either. But, if the views aren't from my parents then, great. Even if it is only 30 views other than my own.

So, I'll see you all in four weeks :D

I remembered why my dad and me originally left Virginia

Because it's so boring... And there are a lot of mosquitoes.

My Dad made us move to New York because he thought Virginia was boring, slow and where people went to retire. At the time I didn't see it that way and thought he was just moving for the heck of it. And pretty much hated him for it till I went back to Virginia for a couple of weeks to visit family. I realized that you end up doing everything there is to do in the first 3 days, leaving nothing else to for the rest of your stay there. But, then I was only 8 or 9 and had other a few friends in another close by town next to where my godmother lives. But, now that she passed and I'm only a few months away from becoming 13, I'm clearly not interested in the boring conservative people of Virginia after becoming used to the more exciting people of New York for the past 5 years. So, this has now lead to me become even more pale from staying inside for up to 5 days in a row, making me look even more Irish.
I just realized I basically told you my life story |: 

*Tears of Joy*

A single from the soon to come album ¡Uno! Has literally made me cry tears of joy. I never thought a day like this would happen because I have always thought tears of joy was a stupid way of showing joy. But, now that it happened to me, I'm a bit disappointed in my ability to keep my word. Though, what can I do? The tears were for a good cause.

Edit: Looking back on this it is a pretty stupid post, keeping it up to shame myself.